The Horror

“Apocalypse Now” – Colonel Kurtz’s monologue

Posted on 01/02/2014In MentaliteitBy Allart

*Summation by Howard

“I’ve seen horrors… horrors that you’ve seen. But you have no right to call me a murderer. You have a right to kill me. You have a right to do that… but you have no right to judge me. It’s impossible for words to describe what is necessary to those who do not know what horror means. Horror. Horror has a face… and you must make a friend of horror. Horror and moral terror are your friends. If they are not then they are enemies to be feared. They are truly enemies. I remember when I was with Special Forces. Seems a thousand centuries ago. We went into a camp to inoculate the children. We left the camp after we had inoculated the children for Polio, and this old man came running after us and he was crying. He couldn’t see. We went back there and they had come and hacked off every inoculated arm. There they were in a pile. A pile of little arms. And I remember… I… I… I cried. I wept like some grandmother. I wanted to tear my teeth out. I didn’t know what I wanted to do. And I want to remember it. I never want to forget it. I never want to forget. And then I realized… like I was shot… like I was shot with a diamond… a diamond bullet right through my forehead. And I thought: My God… the genius of that. The genius. The will to do that. Perfect, genuine, complete, crystalline, pure. And then I realized they were stronger than we. Because they could stand that these were not monsters. These were men… trained cadres. These men who fought with their hearts, who had families, who had children, who were filled with love… but they had the strength… the strength… to do that. If I had ten divisions of those men our troubles here would be over very quickly. You have to have men who are moral… and at the same time who are able to utilize their primordial instincts to kill without feeling… without passion… without judgment… without judgment. Because it’s judgment that defeats us.”

*These are among the last words of Colonel Walter Kurtz before he is assassinated in the temple by Captain Willard.

*We have not begun to see the absolute horror of THIS war yet. There hasn’t been a widespread shedding of blood or the hacking of limbs or the mass graves and ideological killing fields of past slaughters. This war was planned to take advantage of fear and propaganda to avoid bloodshed. People were isolated, quarantined, and separated to be bombarded with misinformation that kept them from going after the orchestrators and facilitators of the, thus far, bloodless takeover. In gentler, more horrific times, the citizenry would have marched on the houses of government with pitchforks and torches to overthrow their treasonous government. It would have been a bloody coup that saw the leaders shot or hacked to death with machetes and dangled from the balcony of the presidential palace. People would sing and dance, sometimes around the lit corpses of the great leaders cut down from the balcony. There would be trials and retribution. Perhaps drinks.

The monsters are now waging THIS war, not just against all of humanity, but targeting children as young as five years old and pregnant women. The most vulnerable are being targeted, along with the in-firmed and elderly and being coerced into taking untried, potentially harmful and lethal injections. Would we expect those charged with their protection be so ideological deranged as to hack off the body parts that received the injections and leave these parts in a heap as a warning to our tormentors and murderers to back off? I would suspect the monsters would enjoy the gesture. I think that the geniuses of this war are expecting humanity to drive people into the abyss of mass slaughter. These geniuses are not fighting with their hearts or out of love for their families. They are different creatures. Their humanity has been chemically or surgically removed by their masters.

If the awake people fought back with their hearts, out of love for their families, and had the strength to do whatever it took, no matter how horrific, to harness their primordial instincts to kill without feeling… without passion…without judgement we could stop this genocidal reset and perhaps build back better without the horror of THIS war. This is an existential war that threatens humanity’s very existence – when our continued being and history is at stake or in danger – when trans humanism is the end game. It is massive in scale and is affecting people worldwide. Whether it is ruthless resistance or action, the reaction to those waging war against us must be smarter and more ruthless. We are greater in number. We must become cold with hard hearts to generate the heat needed to take down the institutions that are waging the war against us.

Fear of acting and judgement will defeat us, not the monsters that are killing us.

There may very well need to be horror to defeat horror.

Say it softly, as if with your last breath.

The Horror.